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[28 Jul 2009|12:21pm] |
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I miss my old life, my old friends, seeing my family all the time, and eating spankys with my little brother. what the fuck has happened to me?
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[23 Aug 2007|07:29pm] |
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I love school. A lot. But I love Kendra more and I really uberly miss her. There is a girl here to speaks German. It is fun. I hate cookies right now. My head hurts like a bitch. Ouch. Hi Desilove.
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[20 Dec 2006|06:56pm] |
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I am hanging out with Desi tonight and I am terribly excited. I miss her much. I hope Rachel liked her present......I am really going to miss all my pallies when I go to NMU. It will be a sad time..It's okay though hopefully Big Jon gets the kick ass house...for future living arrangements. yup definatly quitting school after this semester and going in Cos, school is not really my thing i don't think....anyways....yay for hanging out with desi and yah for fucking friday night!!! woot woot
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[27 Jun 2006|02:21am] |
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YAY for shopping i love love love it.!!! and i love you all too
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[17 Dec 2004|06:40pm] |
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wow yay for break. this is most exciting. tomorrow i am going to go to my aunt lori's and see all my cousins. YAY then i am going to get dropped off at brea's to spend the night which is awesome since i never see that crazy chick. once i can drive though. i will see her all the time. yea talked to deedee today. she is such a self esteem booster. i am trying to sort out all my friends, cuz some have been being all pissy lately. yea i wonder where my dad is. i think i shall go and find him so tata for now
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[10 Nov 2004|07:38pm] |
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wow..........do you ever wonder what it would be like if one of us.....died unexpectatly? i don't think i could handle losing a best friend. kate gave me a bad enough scare with that car accident. well today i got some really sad news that my friends in kalamazoo...their best friend...she died in sugery....i knew her too, but not that well. i just really would appreciate it if everyone would pray for them....it would be really nice. i luv y'all so much....
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[31 Oct 2004|06:28pm] |
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wow this weekend was some crazy fun.......camp was pretty kool we had to hide in the woods and scare ppl and what not. and then saturday night i went to spankys with sophia and kim and jesse and brandon came and then like when we got home we tried to start a fire and that really didn't work at all so we gave up and crashed and today we hung out at meijers and kim stole a pound of green beans and it was really funny. i came home and off all people JANA called me! i was so happy. i just hung up and wow she misses everyone a lot and life here. and she says hi. mandi she tried to call you on your birthday and that didn't work but she says happy birtday! lol..........i should be trick or treating right now but it so isn't worth it. its 6:30 and it' feels so late to me....wow i think i am going to go and watch white chicks now.......
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[21 Oct 2004|08:20pm] |
OMG! it's official, i am like the last to know everything....i just found out my great-grandma's house was broken into (she's dead but her house is like everyone's summer cottage) and it was like this recently released 26 yr old guy and he only got 5 bucks in change........HAHA but still that pisses me off....it happened a coupla weeks ago and i just found out like 2 minutes ago!! oh well i am glad they caught the bastard
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[17 Oct 2004|09:42pm] |
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wow is church always supposed to make you feel so sucky? i feel pressured and hurt and denied and uck. i am officially no longer going to life teen. i think i will stick with sunday mornings or just the church part of sunday nights. church makes me cry becuase i can't do what they want and father goes everyone surrendered a part of them 2nite no matter what, when i was whispering stop stop stop. i wanted to run out of the church so fast it wouuld make you head spin. i swear they push me away from God and then want me to go eat pizza and act like nothing is wrong. fuck that
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[17 Oct 2004|01:43pm] |
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omg i am so terribly bored right now. it's my sister's birthday party and i just wanna sleep. i have church 2nite and that makes it so much worse. sadly i am looking for any means possible to get out of the house. haha so sad.
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[06 Oct 2004|08:30pm] |
hey all,
life is all crazy and i am soo exctied cuz i getz to stay then night at brea's and we are going to the rondevous and to a concert on sat. yea!!! woo hoo i miss kimmi and all them soo much!!!!!!! yea great fun............i dislike school......its full of sleepiness and pppl and ugh school lol well g2g bye
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[04 Oct 2004|06:36pm] |
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OMG OMG OMG KIMMI IS COMING TO VISIT!!!!!!!!11AHHHHHHHHHh i am so excited and she is staying at breas so i will go there and see her and be all happy.....problem brea is in GH.....o well i will hitchhike//////////
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[29 Sep 2004|08:05pm] |
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wow choir was not really fun at all. i didn't really like the clinician and yay i get to fail my math test tomorrow!! oh well i hate missing school. i end up feeling so behind. eh. i did get to chat it up with mandi though. i miss that kid lots 'n' lots. well not much else to say so byes.
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[27 Sep 2004|08:18pm] |
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wow. lisa you scared me kid. don't do it again and if i get cake in the face again i will kill you.....lol so me and mandi switched sections today and i don't think her kids liked me at all..oh well tough love. long day. i am so glad i get to miss on wed. cuz of choir. woohoo.....i want to get out shirts for that.....i was filling out the ACT thing and that was all craziness!! o o o o o!! i passed all my meaps!!!!!! but nobody can get thier scores for like 2 weeks mmmk? sorry but i had to be all happy for a sec. well not much to say so buh byes all
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[26 Sep 2004|01:06pm] |
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wowsers. everyone always writes these long ass entries and feel like wow i am so boring i have nothing to write about that will take up that much space.oh well. this weekend i was a tabbys and we tons of fun and on saturday we went to the jansmas for a bon fire. that was pretty kool just kinda cold......and i punched tucker in the face sort of accident... we were fighting and then i just kinda hit him.....oops....yea then they all went to the v-bergs too and we watched jeepers creepers but i went to bed halfway through but they didn't go to bed till like 4 a.m. they woke me up in the morning and then i came home for some much needed rest. i was uber tired all weekend ........oh the funny thing on saturday tabby went to tylers at like 2 and i stayed at her house with just me and her mom till like 8 it was great we gossiped and killed flies.........well i am uber tired still so i think i shal take a nap ttyl luv lots byes
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[21 Sep 2004|08:52pm] |
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woo-hoo my hair is all brownish purpleish w/eish now and i likes it a lot. i get to miss school in the morning for student council tomorrow and i rearanged my room so i am really happy now. anyway how is y'alls so now anyways i am tired so ttyl byes
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[16 Sep 2004|08:16pm] |
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i guess i am going to homecoming now............my sis needs a bud
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[16 Sep 2004|06:45pm] |
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i am soo tired and annoyed all the time lately but whatever i just kept having to things i didn't think i was expected to do and then i had to do all this gay shit for student council and i dunno i was going to try and not get over involved this year... fat chance................w/e choir is being very annoying lately too and i don't want to go to that damn assembly tomorrow. my mom is going to go shopping though and get my phone. deedee visited me today in the C.O. and that was fun i got to have someone to talk to......i am going to go to a wedding on saturday so i am not going to homecoming.. but i get to see alaina and all the buckners. well i must go and jump off a cliff maybe i will land on some sharp rocks and my back will finally crack......damn chiropractor isn't helping......
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| hello alll |
[13 Sep 2004|07:02pm] |
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wow i haven't actually updated in a while. today i took my section(for choir) to spankys and that was fun. last weekend was a blast me murph caitlin and rach all went to chelsea's to stay the night. it was a blast. we ended up talking about skewl though and grades and was like yea i was an idiot my fresman year, and then sophomore year i was so stressed with skewl work it sucked but now i feel like myself. i dunno life just feels so much easier this year. like i am myslef and i can honestly say for the most part i don't care what ppl think of me. lol for the most part. carla can tell you about that though. she was a church on sunday and me and my cousin sam and rachels dad we like the only ppl clapping to the song in church and singing really loud and it was so fun that i didn't care what other ppl thought. but then came the heavy stuff. youth group can get so heavy ... it makes me feel like crap sometimes. i like to go just to church more where i can worship and not feel the "hellfire and damnation" as rachel puts it. lol well anyway that is enough of my rambling . so tata for now
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[31 Aug 2004|05:27pm] |
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wow i haven't written in forever but i finally got my internet and i have to get off already to ttyl byes
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